This is supposed to be a programming blog. But I am going to take a little detour. I was supposed to be refactoring Aurum right now.
I just spoke to my girlfriend and she told me about this suicidal video. I just want to be very honest to the audience out there: my first thought was to check her out. I want to know why she killed herself.
It was morally wrong for me to check her out in the first place... my bad.
But I want to say that her connections were totally fucked up. First of all, that motherfucker player cheated on his girlfriend, and that dumbass bitch girlfriend thought it was worth the trouble to teach Amanda a little lesson. Both of them are stupid. A good girl knows a cheater is worthless.
Secondly, all the observers in her life were totally fucked up too. Just because her nude photo was posted online, none of you should moved away from her. She just need a few real greeting to make her feel stronger. None of you did.
If I were there, I am just being serious, I would stop the fucking fight and pull her aside. I would defend the shit out of her just because I think it was wrong to beat anyone up. She already paid the price.. it was a public humiliation.
I believe her family was divorced. She probably needed a complete family. I don't want to make any more conjecture, but family support was very important. People in her life were generally bad and cruel.
Now you bullies have to live with this death mark forever. You guys will constantly remember Amanda from time to time. When you are at your wedding, you might remember Amanda. When you are making love with a girl, you fucking player, you are going to remember that your penis was once inside this beautiful, yet, dead, girl. She was only looking for a little love from people. Just a little bit, and you ruined it.
God. Please have mercy on Amanda. I know she killed herself, but please make her feel comfortable.
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